August deafness
Tuesday, August 26. 2008

Goldfinch
Eliot was wrong: August is the cruellest month. Everything is hung, unused - the very air in a kind of dull stasis. There is odd patches of colour in the patchwork-brown of certain fields and a few trees, responding to the shortening days have begun to prepare for autumn's small death; but the field margins have lost their colour and the hedgerows have lost their lustre, the umbellifers drooping over their hardened stems.
Last Thursday I went for my first proper walk in what felt like ages. It was late evening and it was the first time I'd sensed autumn on the air. It was possible, walking in the patches of slanting light between the shadows of overarching oaks, to feel the air change shape, from the denser air thickened by the calorific weight of the sun to the sharper colder patches in the shade. At one point, beneath a lone maple I stopped a moment and was surprised to hear the unmistakeable piping of a chiff chaff and realised I hadn't heard any birdsong in an age. The biggest absence in August for me is birdsong. And each year it's a surprise, of sorts - such is the cacophony of March to (roughly) the middle of July that as the birds one by one give up their territorial claims it's impossible not to miss their calls scissoring the air. Even the blackbirds this year gave up early...
Thankfully Radio 4 have filled the void and are re-broadcasting Chris Waton's Guide to Garden Birds; you can also hear this dawn chorus recording Watson made in Holystone Forest.
